Day 2

Last night I decided to look at what my trainer logged in for my weight about a week ago.
 I thought I was brave and in a better state of mind tonight (which I quickly found out I was wrong)
An hour later of my pouting and crying of purely being pissed off at myself I saw I gained back ALL my weight I worked so hard to get off a month before plus 1 pound.
I knew when I woke up it was going to be a new day.
This morning I recited to myself how grateful I was for not being obese and for the genes I was passed down with. 8:30 am I put on my damn running shoes and ran 2 miles to the gym, I had a smile on my face the entire time. When I arrived at the gym where I did some weight training and tons of abs then ran my shaky legs back home to my car.
There, I jumped in and headed to GNC to buy my protein for what was now going to be my breakfast every morning and some multivitamins.
Its time for me to start taking care of myself and feeling good. I have had enough!!!
Sale at Sports Authority too?
Sure why not.
Might as well have great workout clothes since thats what I'll be living in until this 130 shows up on the scale...
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Two a day workouts and some self discipline. No eating out and controlling my hunger. I can already picture how proud I'm going to be of myself soon :)

Day 1 and a half

made it through the day off of two protien bars until I got to work
a salad, cup of chili, pumpkin pie, and bread pudding later
i feel horrible.... yuck okay maybe ill start Operation 130 tomorrow.... DAMN IT.